the land of oz

although it may not be immediately obvious,

things have been shit lately. not just the weather, which has been ridiculous and full of itself... but my relationship and other things too...

you know how things just go down hill... and fall apart slowly... that's how things feel lately. like they're falling apart. like all the pieces are coming unglued...

that's why i haven't posted anything interesting. that's why i haven't done anything interesting. o but i bought a new phone... well it's not new it's three years old and it's totally a piece of crap but whatever. it's just for communication purposes right? cost me $35.. plus $10 to have the line transfered right then and there... which was awesome because how could i have lived without a phone?
i also bought makeup and a shirt today. nothing is good unless it costs you money. i'm starting to learn this. it's a hard lesson.

i tried on a dress at h&m and it didn't fit my biceps. i was sad because i liked it and i wanted it. whatever.

also, i'm thinking of becoming a personal trainer. i mean, we'll see how it all works out and if i can transform myself enough to not seem like a walking hypocrite.... i'll keep you informed.

anyway. vodka and cranberry's are calling me and they won't wait forever.

peace out y'all. see you when the dust settles.