another day another useless thought

today has been just that... a day

nothing more nothing less

nothing spectacular, exciting, romantic, crazy, interesting...

just... a day

i'm feeling discouraged. i feel like i'm on the brink...
of what? you name it i'm there... and my tuna fish tastes like chicken...
it's sad when you'd rather get lost in someone else's fake existance then participate in your own. i'm guilty of that.
suffering from banality...
maybe i should plan out a detailed caper, involving kitschy theme music, black stockings and a skeleton key...
or maybe i'll just curl up into a human ball under my desk and wait for the apocolypse to arrive...
which ever comes first.